Saturday, December 29, 2012

REACHING OUT…


What I have enjoyed doing this year is reaching out – reaching out to dear ones who have been away from my radar for so long (physically) and yet whose thoughts have never taken a back seat and whose importance have never gone away and never will. It does look like a long sentence now J As time goes by there are so many things we end up taking for granted. But somehow in all the so-called busy schedules that dictate our lives I guess we all need to hang on to those precious times when we feel enriched, contended and happy. Reaching out to people does that to me but I haven’t done that in a while. I’m glad I managed to get out of the rut and there’s no stopping. Suddenly I feel so excited and blissful J

I am thankful to friends with whom I haven’t interacted for so many months and years…yet they were always there...all it took was a phone call. And it just takes off from there. Nothing really changes, it’s as if we’ve been together all the time, albeit situations have changed and we have all got accustomed to what life has brought along the way. The camaraderie, the smiles and all the laughter has remained intact. We’ve all grown older but there’s a beauty to it and there’s the fun of discovering how life has transformed all of us, of course, for the better. 

I remember ganging (is there a word like that ??? :p) up in college for any small occasion, maybe a visit to the shops, visiting the town or just walking to the classroom together. The fun of doing every little thing together was so much exhilarating…simple minds, simple thoughts, simple days and living simple lives. Time has made us all complex but I take it that we’ve all been embracing life bravely…the good and the bad and things can only become more exciting…

Above all things, this year I feel good thinking about my two close friends Caroline and Elizabeth with whom though I have not really been out of touch for ages, yet couldn’t manage better than an occasional phone call or a forwarded text message. One living in a different town and one in a faraway city, we can pass days without a hello but a simple ring can see us talking for hours on end. Whatever the distance between us, our friendship has preceded many events in our lives and I am grateful for what we share. Thinking about them and the plans we make even for minute things make me smile J

Talking of which, this coming year we plan for the start of a journey of a lifetime…By God’s grace there will be many… but for a huge start we are planning to take a month off and see the world, places we’ve all dreamt of visiting after seeing them on postcards and magazines as kids and on the net as we grew older. It may seem as just another trip to many, but for us it’s not the money involved (of course it will pinch) nor the hotels or motels but it’s the time we would strive to spare against all odds and the thrill of traveling to places together. Things may or may not materialize but the seed of thought that has already entered our minds have made life so exhilarating for the moment and I am enjoying every minute of it J Its such a nice way to start hoping for the new year JJJ




Friday, January 6, 2012

ON LIFE, AS IT IS…

After more than a month of being down the weather, I feel great to be feeling better today. The year gone by did not go down too well with me as the latter part was mostly spent in the doctor’s corridor. Amidst all the work and the festive rush I did feel left out, annoyed and depressed but those days are gone and things have started to appear normal again. Now I only hope for better yummy days… :)

Years have gone by in such a rush that I hardly had any time for illness except for the common cold or headache. Life was always a breeze. But after being laid up in bed for almost a month due to typhoid, reality has hit me real hard… and how. After all the energy and stamina has been zapped, I never thought I would enjoy the normal things in life again. Depressing thought I know. And yes, there are people out there in conditions a thousand times worse than mine. But since I was so unprepared to be out of activity, it did bring my nerves down.

Staying in bed for days on end has been a time of retrospection for me. So in a way, it has done me good too. After one miserable thought to another, things did settle down and I got the time to read books, after a really long long time. Nice happy motivating books for a change. I have realized that I read too much of heavy philosophical books that reading peppy books was like an outing for me. Now I intend to include more of them in my reading list. Of course, I also got the chance to finish up many of my unread magazines gathering dust long after I had just flipped the pages and never really went through them.

After a month of cursing myself and everything under the sun, I feel liberated to be having sunny thoughts and look forward to beautiful energetic days. The best thing I have realized is that time heals. Everyone knows that but it takes patience to imbibe that knowledge. I am glad I am now learning that aspect too. Recovery seemed slow and languid at first but now the flicker of hope is getting bright. I welcomed New Year languishing in bed the whole day. But I know that the days ahead would be just the reverse.

Getting sick has also made me realize that I have a whole lot of good friends and well-wishers who have made me overcome the not so exciting moments. I thank God for all of them. Now that I am getting better I have a whole list of things to do, but for the moment let me enjoy my first experience of actually ‘feeling normal’ :)